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紫曦……真是个聪慧的nv孩。

这段日子相处下来，他真的把紫曦当做贴心的朋友，甚至亲人。

他知道与紫曦离婚後宗亲们将会把责难归咎到紫曦身上，所以他暗下决定也算是接受了啓枫的提议，他不会把这个责任全部丢给紫曦，至少他也要减低这件事对紫曦的伤害，这是他唯一能为紫曦做的。

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